God know what's best

Okay, after a very anxiety filled week waiting for a job interview and then waiting for that phone call, God has made it very clear to me that He ALWAYS know what's best for me and my family. I was all jung ho about a paid internship because it would be a great opportunity and bring in some money. But on the day that I was to receive that phone call about whether or not I was to get the job, I started doubting if it was the right thing. I told God that if this job was going to make me just a huge mess and all that I didn't want it. In fact, I was going to just tell them no because I wasn't sure I was ready to be a full time working mom. Well, that call came at 10:30 yesterday morning and God heard my plea. I think He knew that I would not have the strength to turn the job down, so He brought someone with more experience than me to take that job. PRAISE THE LORD. On the way home from my hair cut, I broke down because I was so relieved that I didn't have to take the job. I was worried about my daughter and how she would handle me working and putting her in daycare. God told me NO and I am so thankful. Next year I will reapply for that job and others when the timing is much better. I'm so grateful that an AWESOME GOD is in control.